Wednesday, November 22, 2023

Sphere of Influence: Introduction

Welcome to NaNoWriMo 2023! This year I admittedly cheated and edited a past failed Nano project to take advantage of the public eye on my project (posting it here) to motivate me to finish it this time, particularly since I finally "finished" my prior book (pending desired artwork to make it suitable for publication for an audience of one a la Agnes Nutter).

Chapters were posted here roughly as completed but don't really reflect my Nano stats due to going back and changing an odd word here and there if I noticed any inconsistency. I also went back and combined some half-chapters since the base layouts offered by Blogger don't really lend themselves well to formatting for ease of reading (particularly in chronological order).

Anyway, guess what? I FINISHED! (pending a double-check of my made-up language and made-up language encoding). Problem is, even though I doubt anyone's even reading this, I still hesitate to post the whole thing online, at least piecemeal like this. If anything, I want to get a proper cover made and throw it up for publication (e-book or otherwise), so if THAT gets content-scraped, at least the whole of it is HOPEFULLY together.

I don't know. Maybe that's optimistic of me to expect anything.

In any event, book's written, MOST of the chapters are up but a few aren't (notably, denouement, DOUBLE epilogues, and long-winded author's note defending a thing probably no one will even notice).

Tuesday, November 21, 2023

Chapter 14

Thyathyrec didn't know precisely where to go, but he gladly would have ridden the ATV forever, with Yrakc clutching him tightly from behind and both relishing their freedom of movement, if not for their limited fuel and choice of destination. Still, he found himself drifting along, following an unconscious rhythm of the jungle.

"That way?" Yrakc nudged.

"You feel it, too?" he asked, surprised.

"Hmm," she mused, cryptic in her silence.

To Thyathyrec's astonishment, they quickly reached a low cave with a faint blue hue to it near the base of Mount Òriamfec. The mouth appeared to have strange markings covering it that looked exactly like the squiggles from Yrakc's book.

"Ah!" Yrakc cried, nearly leaping from the ATV in her excitement. Thyathyrec quickly cut the power to keep from accidentally running over her. She reached the first inscription, carefully touching the letters.

"You can read these markings?" he asked in astonishment as he hobbled over to join her.

"Of course I can," she lightly scolded. "Do all of the people on your planet have only one language? I simplified mine for you as best I could by using the characters that most resembled what you wrote."

He felt gobsmacked by his lack of perception. They had made such a tremendous effort just to learn one of her languages, much less multiples!

"This is definitely not a coincidence," she remarked, walking deeper into the cave to explore. "Even had another person from my planet landed here, the markings are my native language written in common script, and the number of people from my homeland who had access to a space program were extremely limited."

"Common script..." So the squiggles were their lingua franca, and the letters that most resembled Thyathyrec's were some obscure language, probably. "There are no repeated letters, like doubling?"

"Repeating the prior sound is designated by the dhirthe."

"Which is that?"

She pointed to what looked like an upside-down dhirthe.

It all snapped into place. His mind sifted through the journal entries as though solving for an encrypted puzzle. "'I lost track of how many days have passed,'" he translated. "'I have no chance at survival by normal means. Why did I take this mission? Why did I even join the space program? I've foisted all the care of Ahfiak and Cyjy onto Kòdhylò, who is ill-equipped to handle them both, even with Cenni's help.'"

"What?" she cried. "You read my diary??"

"You saw us!" he blurted, making a defeated gesture. "It was the first thing of yours they let me study."

"Rude!" Yrakc crossed her arms and pouted, annoyed. Thyathyrec could barely tell through her clothes that she also twitched the stump of her tail, probably in aggravation.

"I don't know what you expected."

She stayed silent for an uncomfortably long moment. "I expected you to at least not rub it in my face."

"Sorry," he mumbled. "Reflex."

Yrakc stared at him for a moment longer, as though deciding whether to forgive him. "You couldn't help it," she finally muttered.

"Sure couldn't," he agreed. "What about this, though? I can sort of read the text, but I don't know what any of it means."

"It says, 'open at the meeting of foresight and hindsight.'"

Thyathyrec raised an eyebrow. "Literally, 'hindsight'?"

"Huh?"

He tipped his head at her. "Our prime minister—our còlithyizin—is named Ahfiamiďiec, which means that. You saw him once; he had that hat you laughed at."

"Really? I didn't see anything special about him that would apply here. Does it mean something else?"

He glanced at the cave's exterior. Something had definitely changed from what had appeared in the photos. "Maybe 'open' as a descriptor, rather than an action? I saw images of this place on his desk, which is how I knew to look for it, but there's a – glow that definitely didn't appear then." He ran his fingers over the inscriptions, finding and touching a round extrusion that looked a bit like a spherical button.

"So what's 'foresight'?"

The 'button' seemed warm to the touch. "Hflòmiďiec."

Even Thyathyrec felt a noticeable difference in the sound of his voice just then. Where his had a light, curious tone mere moments before, this new voice had a deeper, serious timbre that startled Yrakc.

"You found me," he whispered, turning to face her.

Thyathyrec's blood chilled as those three little words spilled from his mouth unconsciously. Rather, they came from his mouth, but he didn't command them.

The other he had taken over.

"Thyliyn?" Yrakc whispered back.

"Yes, it's me."

Yrakc took his hands in hers and stared deeply into his eyes. It gave Thyathyrec a shock to lose complete control of his body, to be a mere puppet whose consciousness rode on the back of another.

"I've missed you so much, Thyliyn!" Yrakc squealed, clutching his hands tightly as tears formed in her eyes.

"It's been a while, ne?" Thyliyn smiled through Thyathyrec's face, obliterating the discomfort he felt at being possessed. "I'm sorry for leaving you, truly. I really didn't want to, but – you know what happened. Either we all died, or only I did."

"Still, it's been so hard without you. Kòdhylò especially had a hard time picking up your slack. I wish you could've met them—our children."

"Me, too."

Thyathyrec only half-processed the talk as Yrakc went on about the life she had lived without this Thyliyn, as memories of this past life flooded into his head. This and the unbearable agony of not having control of his body burned at Thyathyrec's very soul, brought a whole new level of fear and torture that he could do nothing about. "Why?" he cried, though no words came from his mouth.

"I didn't want her journey to be for nothing. She's already been through enough."

The thought entered his head like a private conversation whispered in his ear. So Thyliyn heard him!

"And what about me?" Thyathyrec couldn't stand it. The feeling of his entire life being used merely to produce an avatar for a higher being was too foreign for him to process. "Get out of my head!" he cried.

Yrakc didn't seem to register his discomfort. Perhaps this Thyliyn possessing him wasn't showing the emotions Thyathyrec felt. "I'm sorry," Thyliyn said, inwardly. "For this meeting to occur, there was really no way to prevent doing this to you. Otherwise, you wouldn't have suffered as you have. I truly wish it could have been different."

Apologies seemed trite in the face of being possessed. Now he was under someone else's absolute control, and it made him nauseated to think his life was truly not his own anymore.

Thyathyrec realised something else, as he was thinking about it. "My leg is healed."

"Yes. It was not a benefit, in light of being pursued. We may have to run at any moment."

"You took away my promise!"

"I'm sorry."

Thyathyrec screamed from the bottom of his soul. "You've taken away my one purpose in life!"

"What's happening?" Yrakc asked, furrowing her brow. Thyliyn's extended silence and increasingly sorrowful face as he directed his attention to Thyathyrec for their inner dialogue must have confused her.

"Thyathyrec is upset. His greatest fear has come to pass, and in possessing him I have removed his only meaning—the reminder of his promise to his friend."

Yrakc gasped in astonishment. "What are you doing to him? I thought you were the same! I didn't realise it would hurt him!"

"It is a side effect of being an avatar. We are the same in spirit, but having been reborn without memories of being Thyliyn makes it painful to regain them. If I were to release those memories, he would return to his normal self."

"But then—"

"I would be gone again, yes."

"...for now."

Thyliyn didn't answer. It became clear even to Yrakc that because the two couldn't truly co-exist, she would have to choose between them.

She looked downcast, trying to hide her disappointment. "...I've just found you again. How can I...?"

Even through his horror, Thyathyrec could feel Thyliyn's intense remorse, and it placated his fear. The possession bore no malevolence, only awkwardness. As terrified as he felt, he tried to force himself to keep his head about him. At the same time, he started to realise that Thyliyn was the one in love with Yrakc, the part of himself that seemed to know more than the rest of him and led him toward her in every aspect of his life. His feelings for Piaròmine may have been genuine admiration, but she was also a step toward showing him the way to his true love.

...then why was it so painful being possessed? Why couldn't he merge with his past self and be whole?

"I can certainly explain, if you like. Do you have any other requests of me before I release you?"

The question seemed irrelevant. If Thyliyn was so perceptive of foresight, wouldn't he already know what Thyathyrec would ask?

"Yes, but it seemed more polite to ask you than to simply thrust it upon you without your consultation."

It was strange, the idea of being preprogrammed, as it were.

"Indeed. This was my discovery, in becoming your Hflòmiďiec. The knowledge of my past caused me great pain, dulled only by the notion of what great things would come. The truth is the soul chooses to live again with no memories of past lives, only in part to forget the pain but also to rediscover past enjoyment.

"I'm sure you realised this when you met Yrakc again. Your life seemed to take a more fulfilling direction, didn't it?"

As odd as it felt thinking of Thyliyn as himself, it was true. The times he spent studying Yrakc—and, as a child, exploring with Lyiyn—gave him the most fulfilling experiences of his life, the ones he would relive in a heartbeat. It almost made him forget the disabling torture that drove him to the brink of suicide.

There was something familiar—comfortable, even—about Yrakc that he couldn't put to words before. If Thyliyn was his past life, then he was indeed enjoying discovering her again.

Thyathyrec then thought of the others' speculation about his having dissociative identity being true after all. Thyliyn was another part of him—or was it the other way around? Were there even more versions of himself buried deep inside?

"Sort of. Consciousness is a strange thing, and how we interpret it is the biggest mystery of all. I think the idea of a single consciousness residing in any one body is the fallacy: what we consider to be 'souls' are really just a collection of memories, and our collective conscious is simply a wading through of old memories and new experiences trying to make sense of it all. Perhaps it would be easier to think of our soul as a colony in itself, working together toward the best possible outcome."

Their discussion abated as silence permeated the vicinity. Yrakc alternately stared deep into his—their?—eyes and down at her feet.

"What did you decide?" Thyliyn ventured, retaining a neutral calm throughout the ordeal.

"I – do miss you tremendously, Thyliyn, but I also feel like finding you again was a gift I don't deserve. I already didn't appreciate what I had, and I would rather do that this time."

He nodded. "I think if the universe is willing to allow us to meet again in your lifetime, then finding each other in another life won't be so difficult after all."

"And Thyathyrec?" With that, she looked deeply into his eyes, perhaps searching for Thyathyrec beneath Thyliyn's possession.

"We are all the same," he said in a kind tone. "It's just perhaps we don't recognise it at first."

She smiled, and Thyathyrec found himself comforted by it, despite everything. "Good. I've felt so lonely without you, Thyliyn—but I've also grown rather fond of Thyathyrec."

Thyliyn smiled as well. "I had hoped you would. He's the me that you always wanted to know, the one you wanted to love, had I—WE not gone through what I had."

Tears glistened in Yrakc's eyes as she sniffled. "I just felt like there was so much I needed to tell you, so much I wanted to experience with you. Now, it just feels silly. I travelled unknown millions of light years away from home, to tell you about our babies' first words? The cute little orphan girl we fostered? I could have stayed and made more memories to tell you about instead."

"Well, I'd still love to hear about them, even if I already know."

Yrakc blinked at him. "You do?"

He shrugged. "Well, part of me does. Part of me never left you. Part of me came here. Still other parts of me are throughout the universe, waiting to see what happens."

"So you can see them now? Or, what happened to them?"

"Not exactly. As you said, it's unknown millions of light years away. I might have survived 'death,' but I'm not omnipotent."

She snorted. "You sure act like it sometimes."

Thyathyrec felt calmer now, perhaps from knowing that he would soon regain his own body, but also because Yrakc had finally achieved what she'd wanted. Seeing Yrakc happy put his own soul at ease.

"That was your design," Thyliyn noted. "I had intended you to be someone who would help her once she met you."

Designed?

"You are named for three of the major protagonists in our history's lore. The name you originally gave Yrakc, Cyiki, is the fourth. The original Cyiki was a woman who was forced to endure many trials to prove her love to her husband and win back the honour of her place at his side.

"Your family name, Òlacdhić, was for a man unjustly cursed throughout his life, forced to choose between equally bad options in his quest to simply end his own suffering.

"Your personal name, Thyathyrec, was for a brilliant inventor who was neither good nor evil. He strived to help others, but his jealousy and traitorism put him through times of great difficulty.

"Finally, your middle name, Zaicen, was for a great hero whose destiny was to embark on an epic quest that changed the world."

That seemed bizarrely appropriate, then.

"It's not really so bizarre as that. Each story is one of the four truly distinct stories in existence, from which all others are merely derivative. Yrakc is your Cyiki in every way and has remained faithful even at the expense of the stable life I left for her on her planet."

"Faithful to me?"

"You more than any other residual personality in this body."

So he was the best version of himself. Or, himself before the accident was, but it wouldn't be too hard to bring that self back, would it?

"Are you ready to say goodbye?" Thyliyn asked, to both of them.

"Not really, but I don't want Thya to suffer anymore."

"I'd be lying if I said it was good meeting you," Thyathyrec admitted. "Getting the whole story has been enlightening, though. Thank you for letting me have your beloved."

Thyliyn smiled. "Very well. I hope to see you soon."

Thyathyrec felt Thyliyn fade away and slowly blinked as he regained control, tipping somewhat as he felt his leg give away.

"Thya!" Yrakc cried, helping him stand.

He grinned sheepishly, feeling a comfort in the shooting pain in his shin. "So that's your Thyliyn, huh."

Yrakc gave a warm smile. "Yeah... Sorry."

He grinned. "It's fine. I guess I don't blame you. I saw what you'd been up to."

"You did?"

"Yeah. Gotta say, no wonder. Don't think I could manage that kind of performance, myself."

Yrakc flushed, brilliantly. "What are you talking about?"

Thyathyrec shook his head. "It's private. I understand."

She didn't respond, turning away.

A final whisper crept into his ear. "You have a visitor."

Thyathyrec felt his ears twitch in anticipation, except that it felt like Jird ears, like Yrakc's. A remnant of Thyliyn's influence?

"Don't move."

Though Yrakc tensed in fright at the words, Thyathyrec remained motionless except to bow his head in mild amusement. "It's okay," he whispered to her before turning to face their visitor.

IЪel gritted his teeth in anger at them, staring down the muzzle of his pistol as he aimed it between Thyathyrec's eyes. "Why are you doing this, Thya-ku?" he snarled. "What do you hope to accomplish by running away with this alien?"

Thyathyrec's face was neither cold nor defiant, but bemused, like that of a father catching a disobedient child in the act of misbehaving. "I could ask you the same of what you're doing."

"What's that supposed to mean? You've run off with the biggest scientific discovery in—"

"Since when did that matter to you? You've hated Yrakc from day one and haven't made the least effort to hide your feelings about her."

"I'm just doing my job, Thya-ku. What are you doing?"

"Saving her. No one deserves to die like that."

IЪel lowered his weapon ever so slightly. "She was in perfect health in observation. Who said she was dying?"

"Then when were you planning to release her?"

From his silence, they could all tell that IЪel grasped at straws. "Just what is she going to do on our world, anyway? There's no place for her here!"

"So instead of just living as best as she could, she should live out the rest of her life as a test subject to please you?"

"W—what does that matter!" Forgetting himself, IЪel lunged at Thyathyrec's throat and pinned him against the cavern wall. Yrakc started to fight back, but Thyathyrec quickly raised his hand to stop her, not once changing his expression.

"Thya—" Yrakc whispered, cringing.

Undeterred, IЪel clenched harder. "All these years, you've been first in Ahfiamiďiec-xu's eyes. Why? Just because you share his ability for recall. He's even told me as much what times I've tried to curry his favour, but nothing I say or do will convince him that I'm the better choice as his successor!"

"IЪel." Thyathyrec remained cool through the entire monologue. Of course he knew how IЪel felt, as well as Ahfiamiďiec's misplaced favouritism in the island's politics. "Do you think I would be doing this if I gave a bleeding shite about leading the colony?"

At last IЪel seemed to drop his defences, relaxing his hold on Thyathyrec somewhat. "You – don't care about—"

"There was never a good time to tell you," he explained, "since you never once seemed interested in hearing my point of view. I know you don't agree with Ahfiamiďiec's governing. Neither do I, but you were so absorbed in trying to usurp my position as his favourite that it never occured to you that I would give it to you freely."

"Why?" IЪel spat, still suspicious. "There's no better position in our society than còlithyizin. Even a woman like Piaròmine would leap at the chance to—"

"Not everyone is the same as you, IЪel." Thyathyrec made the slightest of frowns, but otherwise remained levelheaded. "Some of us – just want to die with some dignity."

"And who exactly is dying?"

He shook his head. "All the things you went behind my back for and withheld from me, and you didn't know about my infection? I have the blood disease from Dhyròc. I've probably picked up the illness that will kill me, just from running off with Yrakc and drinking lake water."

All of the anger in IЪel's eyes vanished like candy floss dunked in water. "Why did you never say anything? All this time, we didn't ever have to compete—"

"The thing is, I didn't want to destroy that fighting spirit in you, that drive to come in first. Would you still have fought me for my title as Lead Scientist, or fight so hard for your place in line as còlithyizin, if you knew you would get it anyway? I knew you would try harder if you didn't, so I allowed you to believe whatever you wanted about me as motivation to best me, as it were.

"My feelings about Yrakc are genuine, though. I care more about her than I care about my own life. I wanted both of us to experience freedom from the entrapment of the colony, just once before I died."

IЪel gestured the gun vaguely at Yrakc. "And what of her?"

He remained vague in his wording. "While she's still alive, she would like to remain free."

"The others won't like that."

"We've both done nothing to hurt the colony. In fact, both of us have contributed as much as we possibly could prior to escaping. You can verify my research in the records."

IЪel grumbled. "You've made me out to be a right bastard, huh. Thanks so much for that."

Thyathyrec smiled warmly. "You're welcome."

"I hope you find happiness in your final moments."

"You can come back here for my remains in a week. If you want them, for in case my parents manage to get back."

IЪel rolled his eyes, struggling to hide his emotions. "I think I'd rather maintain the fantasy that you will never die. I'll send your boyfriend in my place, since the closure will mean more to him."

"Thank you." Thyathyrec meant it from the bottom of his heart.

With a final glance back, IЪel gave them both a grim smirk before returning to the entrance, shaking his head. "Nothing here," he reported into the two-way radio. "Just an empty cave covered with strange markings. Recommend we cancel the mission and focus on defence for now, as the alien has not demonstrated any aggressive tendencies, but the vigilantes are still at large."

As his rival vanished into the distance, Thyathyrec leaned against the cave wall, slowly sliding down it and resting on the ground. Yrakc took a seat beside him, taking his hand. "How are you feeling?"

"Good," he said, meaning it for the first time in four years.

Monday, November 20, 2023

Chapter 13

They rested in shifts in a hastily made nest, nigh-invisible from the outside, as they ate MREs from the go bag and drank some lake water run through a filter, also from the go bag. A few times, they heard voices from the patrols, but thankfully no one found them or the ATV. The time dragged on like a crej, and he wished that they could have talked in the interim, but the risk of discovery was too great.

Instead, while she snoozed, Thyathyrec watched Yrakc in the dim nautical twilight. It felt comforting just having her near, rather than on the other side of a locked barrier. He could barely make out her hands, with tiny claws instead of fingernails—probably what made it easy for her to hang from the walls when she didn't want to cooperate with the tests.

"Let's go," he whispered, shaking Yrakc awake shortly before the sun rose. She seemed to fight to wake up, which surprised him. "Did you not rest enough?"

Yrakc grumbled. "Your stupid planet and its short days!" she complained. "I'm missing like a whole ten hours every night! Even in space I had an easier time adjusting!"

That surprised Thyathyrec. "Dhallyųelly gets a longer day? I'm a little jealous." Ten hours of extra time every day sounded amazing! Then again, he realised he had never before gotten to see Yrakc first thing in the morning—that might've definitely affected the study, if every morning they woke her up far too early. "Anyway, we should get going now while we can see without draining the ATV battery."

"Fine."

Still, Thyathyrec struggled with walking, especially without his staff, left behind in the escape.

"You should find a stick to use as a cane."

"It's a STAFF."

Yrakc rolled her eyes. "It's a CANE, old man."

He glowered at her, regardless of her cute little mischievous face. Thyathyrec scratched his chin absentmindedly, noticing his stubble coming in. "Wish I could shave," he complained.

"I meant to ask about that," Yrakc noted, peering at his face. "Why do you grow whiskers so young?"

"Eh?"

"Only old people grow whiskers like you're doing. I was joking, but are you really that old?"

He furrowed his brow at her. "Sounds convenient. No, I'm 21 in Elď years. Human men start growing thick facial hair starting in puberty, which normally starts from around ten years younger than I am. We shave it off if we want to have smooth faces, or grow it out if we want fuzzy ones."

Yrakc raised her eyebrows at this information. "So this is fuzzy?" She reached out to touch his face and jumped back upon touching his stubble. "It's pointy!"

Thyathyrec laughed. "Yeah, mine grows in like that after it's been shaved. Generally hair will grow in soft only if it's thin hair, or new hair."

She seemed to pout. "So your face will be prickly now?"

"Until I shave, or if I let it grow out enough that the hair has enough length to bend."

"And you like that?"

"Sure don't. If I could be rid if all this face hair, I'd be happy."

Yrakc squinted slightly, raising her hand. Suddenly, Thyathyrec's face felt – different.

"What did you do?"

She touched his face again, which gave him the chills this time. "Ooh, nice," she purred.

Blinking, he did the same, marvelling at how smooth his skin felt. "You have that degree of control over it?"

Yrakc shrugged. "It's not too different from using tools. With some practice, I can do most things with precision, including this."

"Practice? Did you not always have this ability?"

"No..." she admitted, "and I thought I had lost it..."

"How so?"

She shook her head. "Not worth thinking about. Let's go."

He still felt scared of her power, but his admiration went up further all the same.

Then, as dawn broke, he heard a rustling noise from above. Raising his eyebrows, he pointed to a ckualer in one of the trees and smiled. "Hey, that's your cousin."

"What?" Yrakc looked at him with indignation. "What is THAT creepy thing?"

"Creepy? That's a ckualer, like you."

"I'm not one of those!"

"You have the same ears and tail!"

"But it's a little... What is it?"

"You don't have non-dominant species on your planet like those?"

"We have..." Yrakc seemed confused. "Our livestock and pets are birds and fish and bugs. There's nothing like – THAT on my planet!"

Thyathyrec grinned at her, amused by her reaction. "Why is it so strange to you?"

"EUGH!" she blurted, shuddering. "I'll have all kinds of weird body horror dreams now..."

He supposed he felt a little bad about teasing her. It would probably evoke the same reaction from him if he saw a tiny deformed human in a tree like that. He also noted that she didn't have fur like a ckualer did, but smooth skin and head hair like a human's—the only reason the false nose tactic had worked.

They proceeded on to the tunnel connecting the colony to the adjoining province. Thyathyrec casually worried it would make the relationship between the two factions worse, but they didn't have many options left if they wanted to retain their fleeting freedom. Also, maybe it would help stop the spies? "Can you collapse the tunnel entrance?"

Yrakc seemed hesitant. "If you think it's a good idea..."

"You must." Thyathyrec heard voices from behind them. "Hurry!"

She shrugged and gestured in the direction of the tunnel, the structure falling to pieces as though from a targeted earthquake.

"Hide!" he whispered, shuffling for cover.

After several tense moments, the voices grew louder.

"This way!"

"Are you sure they went this way?"

"They spent a good deal of effort stopping us if they didn't!"

"Where else would they have gone, then?"

"Did you not just hear that rumbling sound just now?"

"Look," IЪel snapped, pointing to their fresh footprints in the mud. "Their trail gets older going backwards, meaning they came this way. If they had doubled back, their tracks would be more clear as they went away. There are no other tracks leading away from here and no other way through this area. They have to be on the other side!"

"How are we getting to the other side?" Saic asked. "The next tunnel is five kilometres away!"

"Guess that's where we're going," IЪel barked. "Go!"

After several more tense moments, Thyathyrec and Yrakc slipped out from behind a tree, the ground blanketed in leaves covering their trail.

"That's still a neat trick."

"It always freaked you out before."

"What?"

"...nevermind. Where now?"

Thyathyrec considered the location of the mysterious cave based on the photos he'd seen. He felt drawn to it, as though resonating with him. "There's a place, I'm not sure precisely where, that I think we need to find." He thought on the matter for a moment. "First, though, we need to stop somewhere I would rather not go."

Yrakc twitched her ears in curiosity. "Why, or – why not?"

"I promised Lyiyn. It should be fast, at least, then we can focus on finding the other place."

She shrugged. "Anywhere out here, I am freer than I was, and you know your land better than I do."

Thyathyrec directed the ATV—to his unending delight—to the very edge of the colony, deeper than where most of the colonists had even known the boundaries extended. There stood an abandoned building, three stories tall, that at one time served as a special area reserved for specific functions that even Thyathyrec didn't know about but in more recent years had housed a group of colonists who had been infected, before they had finally perished.

The soldiers—or scholars, he wasn't sure which—had emptied the building after Dhyròc's death as the threat of infection no longer remained, the precious things that Thyathyrec and Lyiyn had come to retrieve long confiscated by the colony. He had at least been allowed the chance to work on what he had once attempted to steal, as the reason for his intrusion remained uninvestigated, but it felt like much too little, much too late.

He pulled a pencil and notepad out of the go bag, scribbling hastily before tearing off the top page and tucking it under a rock beneath the broken window at the front of the building. He then dabbed the rock with some mud and drew his initial on it.

"What did you write?" Yrakc asked.

"The file name and records for something Lyiyn will need. I don't know whether Ahfiamiďiec will make good on his threat to punish my few remaining loved ones for misbehaviour on my part, but this will at least give Lyiyn and Piaròmine a fighting chance at protecting themselves."

Yrakc stared up at the building. "I get a very strong sense from you that something bad happened here. Is it about your injuries?"

He cringed. "You're quite perceptive. This spot is where I broke my leg. It healed badly, and while I can still walk, it hurts me immensely."

"And your other injuries?" She glanced at him, reading the room. "I don't mean to pry, if it hurts too much."

"No, you should absolutely know," he stated without hesitation, letting out an exasperated sigh as the painful memories came flooding back. "Three and a half years ago, when one of our colonists lived here, Lyiyn and I tried to break in to steal something of his. I was hardheaded and bold, thinking that Dhyròc wouldn't notice, and we didn't ask because I already knew he would refuse."

Thyathyrec pointed to the window above. "I tried to climb in that way with a ladder. Lyiyn stayed down here to hold the ladder while I snuck into Dhyròc's lab. I heard later from Lyiyn that he had gotten spooked when he heard Dhyròc on the ground level and pulled the ladder away to hide. In the meantime, I was trapped up in the lab, and Dhyròc was returning, fast.

"Dhyròc had a cluttered workspace, so not only did I not find what I was looking for, but I had nowhere to hide. Dhyròc found me and quickly subdued me, knocking me out with a taser. I finally came to to find he had stripped and restrained me by tying both my arms and suspending me so I was fully exposed, front and back. He started flaying me with a whip, getting some kind of sadistic pleasure from exacting what I guess he thought was revenge on me, like I represented the colony that had banished him.

"I don't know how long I was out of it, but maybe Lyiyn heard my screams and went for help. I guess he explained it as being curious when I had wandered off and he had followed me to see where I was going, so his involvement was also never questioned, but help didn't arrive fast enough for me. Dhyròc eventually got bored of just whipping me and pulled out a knife. He cut my lip as I fought to get free, and he cut me – elsewhere to really hurt me, as though I hadn't been hurt enough before. He even made sure to infect me with his bodily fluids, to try to curse me the way he had been cursed."

Yrakc seemed to take in his story calmly for what he'd expected. "Is this also familiar?" he asked.

"After a sense," she agreed, to his dismay. He didn't know what was worse—reliving the nightmare, or it being a repeat.

"At any rate, I managed to break free of my ties when he slipped with the knife. I hit him with my first free hand and quickly broke my bonds once he dropped the knife. It was a bit of a blur what happened next between the exchanging of blows, but it ended with me pushing both of us through the window. Dhyròc died after I landed on his windpipe, crushing it with my arm. I escaped with only a broken leg from the fall, but I still lost consciousness from my other injuries.

"I came to in sick bay, with Lyiyn loyally waiting by my side and Yackrahfiec stitching up my lip. It scared me. My body was ruined forever, doomed to die young from Dhyròc's tainted blood—even if I didn't know for CERTAIN at the time—and I couldn't imagine living anymore. When they weren't looking, I grabbed a scalpel from Yackrahfiec's tools and cut both my wrists. I had just started on my neck when Lyiyn saw me and grabbed my hand holding the scalpel.

"At that point I promptly passed out again and don't remember anything until I came to later, after they had sewn up my fresh injuries and restrained me so I couldn't hurt myself again, but Lyiyn told me that at that time I had blacked out – another me told him not to let me die yet."

"Another you?"

"If what you're telling me is true, then that was the other me, the one you were searching for."

Her eyes teared up at the idea. "He stopped you."

"Maybe." Thyathyrec felt a chill as he remembered. "Lyiyn then said, once I stabilised, I also told him to take care of me, since, quote, 'He will need your support when she arrives.'"

Yrakc's eyes widened. "'She' as in – me?"

Thyathyrec didn't respond immediately.

"Then where is he?" she whispered.

He looked around with disgust. "Wherever he is, it's definitely not here." Giving the site of Dhyròc's last breaths a final look, Thyathyrec spat at the building in contempt before getting back on the ATV.

Sunday, November 19, 2023

Chapter 12

The klaxons sounded loudly as Lyiyn kicked open the exterior door to the observation chamber, carrying a bundle about the size of a large child. He looked left and right in confusion at the alarm, hefted the bundle to get a better grip, then suddenly made a break for it, walking quickly out the front door and toward Jyamme sector with a long stride in his step perfected from years of marching.

After a few moments, several guards scrambled to follow him, clearly having doubts about chasing down their rapdhanyndh janaler, but the orders came directly from high command. His marching speed gave them pause, though: a perfect in-between of guilty flight and "I'm not doing anything wrong, just getting out of the way of whatever is the REAL reason for the alarm."

A good trek later, the guards caught up to Lyiyn and detained him, to Lyiyn's evident confusion. "What's the meaning of this?" he barked. "I'm your rapdhanyndh janaler!"

"This is true, sir, but the order came down from Janaler Òryųrian-dhyi herself. You are to be detained regarding the break-in just now at the observation chamber."

"Break-in?" Lyiyn's face scowled in dismay. "I was asked by L.S. Òlacdhić-can to take these blankets and discard them in Jyamme sector! He gave me the key!"

"Blankets?"

The new voice came from IЪel, strolling up with an angry face like Lyiyn had never seen before.

"Why would a high-ranking officer like you accept such an inane order from the L.S.? And after hours?"

"I assumed it was a hazing, sir! My birthday is tomorrow, after all!"

IЪel glared at Lyiyn as though plumbing him for contradictions. "Check the blankets," he ordered the guards.

"They are indeed blankets, sir," reported Yďiny with a salute.

IЪel crossed his arms, justifiably suspicious. "The speakers have been disabled, which is why we couldn't announce the reason for raising the alarm. Why is that?"

"I wouldn't know, sir. I am not on the maintenance crew or the tech team to know anything about the operation of speakers. Perhaps there is an electrical short?"

"What is he up to," IЪel grumbled. >>>

All the same, Thyathyrec continued peeking through the blinds a moment longer. "I think it's time," he said to no one in particular, finally letting his gaze drop as he removed his shirt and tossed it on the floor with the other clothing strewn about the room. He hobbled into place, picking up a blanket as he did, just as the pounding at the door began.

"Open up, Thya-ku!" shouted IЪel. Oh, however did he know IЪel would be the one leading the mob? "We know you're behind this!"

The main door crashed open as Thyathyrec hurried to meet them at the bedroom door. He swung it open just as they approached, a look of astonishment on all of their faces.

"Where is she?" IЪel shouted.

"Eek!"

Behind Thyathyrec, a feminine form covered herself hurriedly with the bedsheets.

"What do you want?" Thyathyrec demanded. "This had better be important to interrupt my private time."

IЪel glared at him, then glanced over at the girl in his bed. She peeked out from the covers, clearly embarrassed by the scene.

"Pia-sy?" he asked, astonished. "I thought you two—"

"Piaròmine and I were working out our differences," Thyathyrec grumbled, making a show of his own state of nakedness by wrapping the blanket more tightly around his waist.

IЪel scowled at him. "Your alien has gone missing. We caught Lyi-ku making a getaway, but it was only a diversion for the real culprit."

"Yrakc escaped?" Thyathyrec's eyes widened, and he shook his head in disbelief. "She claimed she could do it, but I thought she said she had nowhere to go."

"Why did you tell Lyi-ku to discard Yrakc's blankets?"

He shrugged. "They seemed filthy and old. I was planning to bring her some nicer ones later, maybe a futon. I figured the old blankets could be good for compost or something, so why burn them when some forest animal can make a nest with them instead?"

"Why Lyi-ku specifically?"

"He likes helping me."

IЪel squinted his eyes. "I don't believe you. Regardless, you're the prime suspect in terms of accomplices, so we have to search your dorm."

Thyathyrec waved the mob inside with a sarcastic bow. "Feel free, but neither of us is willing to submit to a strip search, as prepared for one as we are."

As they canvassed the room, IЪel took a closer look at the girl. It occured to him that she could be a fake, but...

"What!" she shrieked in his face, drawing the sheets more tightly around her. "IЪe-ku, I always knew you were a pervert!" As she scowled, IЪel blushed and looked away, convinced this was the Piaròmine he knew.

"I'm sorry about this, Pia-sy," he grumbled. "Hope the two of you work it out."

"Thanks for spoiling the mood, jerk," she snapped at him.

"Check the feed again," IЪel barked into a two-way radio. "Both suspects have been cleared. The alien must be loose as a lone wolf."

"Acknowledged," came Cynie's voice as the mob disappeared down the hallway.

"Quick," he directed, pulling on his clothes as fast as he could. "Out the side window."

The one benefit of his sanitarium lifestyle at the moment was his ground level room, making their escape as easy as possible. Thyathyrec got a little caught on the sill but otherwise felt himself carried by adrenaline, definitely moving faster than he would have before.

A short walk from his dorm, where he had left his mantle, awaited a precious all-terrain vehicle, one of the very few left in the colony in working condition. He had trusted on blind faith that it would be there, purely on the fact that everything else had gone as planned.

More than four long years had passed since he had sat here, all too long. "Get on," he instructed, feeling a primal delight as the ATV started, and delicate hands wrapped around his torso.

He could hear IЪel's raised voice from the direction of the dorm. "Uh oh," he said, urging the ATV to go, fast.

"What is it?" Yrakc asked, scratching at the false skin covering part of her face.

"I think he just remembered that Piaròmine has green eyes."

The ATV flew along, carrying its illicit passengers away from the campus. Thyathyrec felt something inside him he hadn't in as many years: freedom. He couldn't believe what just the simple act of moving fast could have on his mental state. Exhilaration poured into his body, filling every millimetre of his soul. It literally breathed new life into what he had felt was a dead body.

At the same time, he couldn't help reflecting on the chain of events that led to this moment. He recalled the note he had written to his friend:


Lyi—

If you're reading this, we are in big trouble. Well, *you* can possibly feign ignorance depending on how deep you get or if anyone else finds this note, but odds are they will eventually suspect your involvement, so consider carefully. I won't ask you to throw away your secure life for my stupid arse, so if you agree to help me out, be aware of what it will mean for you and Piaròmine. I will try to help you out, but my options are limited here.

The point of no return will be if you successfully complete what I ask and come to tell me about the sunrise. Then I will ask if you remember Ɓlyathri and Thaièiath. That will signal our mutual commitment to this plan. After what happens, you can look for my other note, in That Place.

I need the following, which you should ask Piaròmine to share with Kyò as discreetly as possible, what things you can't manage to sneak into my room yourself. - theatrical make-up (there should be an old kit in the rec room with spirit gum and a false nose, among other things) - the bust of Zieuthi Thans (the male busts won't work) - long black wig (have Piaròmine for comparison, since it should look as much like her as possible, messy is fine) - one of Piaròmine's outfits (not picky, but also get some thongs or sandals) - a go bag - LAST, at least a day after everything else is delivered: an ATV, fully fueled, kept at the edge of Ɓadhe sector with the go bag, short walk from my dorm (look for my mantle after signalling me, there will be another note explaining what to do after everything else on this list is done) - a fucking BELT (optional: that's for me)

I realise the ATV in particular may be difficult to secure without suspicion. Even a bike will work, though I prefer the ATV for reasons. I'm counting on the colony's shorthandedness to help in getting most of these items. If you get caught, tell them it was an order from me, and I will fall on the grenade. Absolutely DO NOT take the blame for me, for Piaròmine's (and your kids') sake.

I love ya, bro.

—Thya


He thought of how he had informed Yrakc—spontaneously, in the middle of assorted other inane chatter that would take the others at least several hours after the fact to decipher and act upon—to make her escape that night after Ųòmel's last check-in, straight through the wall behind her screen as the shortest distance to the outside.

He thought of how, later, Yrakc had miraculously popped out of the side of the wall at the exterior of the observation chamber at the designated time, as though having just pushed open a small door. The space left behind her looked like a short tunnel, just enough for her to crawl through comfortably, the material within turned to so much dust and rubble. He had trusted her when she declared with complete confidence that she could escape, but he hadn't expected THAT degree of ease.

Outside, the ecstatic Yrakc had raised her hand in a gesture that instantly made Thyathyrec blush: first two fingers extended, ring finger held down with her thumb, pinky extended. "What?" she asked, as he took her hand and pushed her fingers down into a fist.

"Our words for your races are offensive to you, yes?" He explained, "Well, that gesture is – sexual – in nature."

Yrakc mimicked his blush. "What? How?? It means, 'I'm okay.'"

"Yeah, well..." He cringed. "Unless you space out your fingers, here, it means, er... 'Two in the – front, and one in the back.'"

She made an incomprehensible expression. "I'm tempted to ask you to show me what you mean by that."

Thyathyrec opened his mouth to speak but thought better of it. "We need to hurry," he blurted, dismissing the subject.

Their jailbreak had left Thyathyrec just enough time to get them back to his dorm and hastily apply the Piaròmine disguise, which he had prepared and practiced beforehand until he felt comfortable with his speed and technique. It helped that Yrakc looked quite a bit like Piaròmine after adding the human nose and covering up her wrinkles, although the disguise really worked only from not letting I'bel have enough time for a close look. All things considered, everything went almost exactly according to plan.

What bothered him was how Yrakc had, with no hesitation in the slightest, lopped off her own beautiful tail. He had prepared for something like it when she asked him to bring a bandage, but for it to just FALL OFF, and so casually, disturbed him greatly. She must have felt that it was a small price to pay for freedom.

"And all this was really worth it?" he asked, feeling his blood chill at the events unfolding. "Your tail doesn't grow back, does it?"

"Absolutely worth it, and no, it doesn't," she declared, holding tight to Thyathyrec's middle. "I've had body image issues with that tail, anyway, so good riddance."

"But it was so fluffy!"

"Nnnngh," she grumbled. Apparently she had similar feelings about her tail as he did about his hair, blue or blond.

Their flight carried them through Ɓadhe sector for several moments before Yrakc suddenly tensed up. "Thya, wait," she cried into his ear.

He stopped the ATV. "What is it?"

"Where is it?"

Thyathyrec looked around. "What? What are you looking for?"

"The tuhasth kiuhinnaj! Your people have recovered everything from the craft, right?"

"What is the flight six-sider?"

"It's a protected piece of equipment that contains flight data, so there's some record of what happened if the pilots die in a crash."

"Oh, the black box!" He looked thoughtful. "I didn't oversee the excavation, but neither did I see it in our records. It's possible that someone missed it."

"We have to go back there, to my ship!"

"Why?"

"There's something I must have. If there's still a hope of finding it, I have to try."

Thyathyrec frowned but conceded, making a detour toward Tharďy sector, even though it felt like the first place they would look. After a distance, he paused, looking backward at the trail they had left behind. "It's no good," he complained. "They'll find us far too quickly if we detour like this."

Yrakc looked back. "Oh, the trail?" she asked, raising her hand. In an instant, a tree fell across the path they'd left, shedding leaves in a curiously wide blanket around the crash area.

Thyathyrec balked. "How did you do that," he whispered.

"I was hoping you would remember," she whispered back.

"Eh?"

She slapped his shoulder gently. "Keep going!"

Shaking his head, Thyathyrec obeyed, starting the ATV again. He felt Yrakc behind him, still facing backward, and occasionally felt leaves fall thickly through the air. Truly, the other scholars would have had a field day if they knew about this!

Just over a kilometre later, they reached the craft again, as of yet only partly unearthed from the mud. Thyathyrec hoped that their little stunt had caused a recall of the patrols sent to monitor the craft, as it would mean the end of their adventure as soon as they got caught. Though...

He looked at Yrakc, running to her craft, with a mix of admiration and fear as he thought about her hidden ability, and what if she used it on a person. Cringing, he hoped it wouldn't come to that.

"Here it is!" she called from inside. A loud clang indicated what he expected was the black box dislodging from its housing. In a moment, Yrakc emerged with a dayglo orange, not black, but definitely box-shaped object. With another hand gesture, the box popped open to reveal what appeared to be an aged recording device.

She frowned as she rummaged through the contents. "They're all scratched up," she complained, picking carefully at the items inside.

"I'm not surprised, given the crash."

"The tuhasth kiuhinnaj is made of the strongest material on our planet, though."

"Well, nothing's truly indestructible, right?"

"I guess..." Suddenly, her face lit up in astonishment.

Thyathyrec seemed surprised that something she'd seen before would amaze her so. "What is it?"

Tilting her head in contemplation for a moment before looking up, Yrack held up a photo. "This is my son, Ahfiak."

Startled, he took the scratched photo, examining it with interest. The boy in the photo had wild red hair and deep brown eyes. "He looks just like you," Thyathyrec commented, trying to hide his shock. Her son had his choice of a boy's name!

She nodded half-heartedly, as though in a daze. "This one is my daughter, Cyjy."

Hesitating for the briefest of instants, he took the new photo and gasped in amazement. Despite being alien, she had the same blue eyes and tan skin that he had, and her hair was exactly the same blue tint that his was now. To be certain he wasn't imagining things, he held the photo to his hand, comparing the two, then to a lock of his dyed hair. Even their facial structure was similar, and the irregular scrapes on the photo made it appear as though she had scars on her neck and lip identical to his.

"How is this?" he marveled. "Why does she look like I do?" And have the girl's name I chose?

"I was wondering the same."

"How about your hus—no, your children's father? Do you have a photo of him?"

She hesitated at his question. "...no, I never got one. However, I've noticed you have some of the same scars he did, particularly the ones on your wrists."

The notion caught Thyathyrec by surprise. "You mean..."

"—but unlike you, he never intended to die. On the other hand, like you, he was left-handed, had a photographic memory, and was too proud to talk about his injuries with others, no matter how horrific. I was most intrigued by you of your people because you even have his voice."

"Did he push away people who tried to be nice to him?"

"Me most of all." She sighed wistfully, with a touch of melancholy. "It took a great tragedy to finally – bring us together." She laughed at the hesitation in her voice, as though at a joke, before looking downfallen again.

He raised his eyebrows at her. "It's too bizarre a coincidence. Why else are you sharing this? Is there something you're not telling me?"

Yrakc looked away. "It's a rather long story."

"We've got some time at the moment, and you know I'm interested in your history."

She seemed pensive, reflecting on her past. "Their father... He taught me once that all things were interconnected, part of one vast Will. Everything alive is alive because we want to live. All of our friends and enemies, the plants and the animals, we are all part of the universe's life essence. We are all part of the universe exploring itself, trying to make sense of creation."

"That's an interesting theory," Thyathyrec remarked, noting his own belief in the same system. "What in specific does it have to do with me?"

"I think he is you."

He frowned in disbelief. "But how could that be? We're from two completely disparate worlds!"

"He was – special. Before he died, he..."

Thyathyrec waited with diminishing patience for her answer.

"No, I'm being silly," she scoffed, waving her hand in dismissal. "Why would a big blue ephemeral bird from outer space land here, just to be reborn into a 'human' I somehow meet countless years later against infinitely impossible odds?"

"Blue bird?"

It was silly, but he thought of the photos in Ahfiamiďiec's office of the cave, with markings shaped like a piniakc. He asked her again to make certain he didn't mishear. "He was – a bird?"

"Not just any bird. We were part of the same spirit. Everyone is. The manifestation of a bird shape is simply the oldest piece of intact memory in the universe, while all other memories run their course, die, and start anew in another life—in doing so forgetting the past. Or, so I thought."

Thyathyrec thought he also believed in tabula rasa, but something deep in his heart wanted her story to be true. The ridiculous coincidences, the shocking resemblance...

"Can he—I do anything like you can?"

"You – maybe can heal people."

"Heal?" The idea felt mad. Of all people who needed healing, to not know he had that power?

"It's more like restoring, actually. You wouldn't be able to heal a congenital defect, for instance, but a cut or dismemberment would be a cinch to fix."

He reached out to Yrakc's bandaged stump of a tail.

"Hey, buster!" she snarkily chided, smacking his hand away.

"But if I—"

"The risk was, it took some of your life force to undo something major. The first time you did something, you aged a whole year."

Thyathyrec raised his eyebrows at that. Not that a year mattered when his expected lifespan had reduced to only a few months, if not weeks. "So why can you do so much..." He waved his hand back toward the concealed trail.

Yrakc scowled, a look of probable resentment on her face. "It's easier to tear down than build up," she grumbled, glowering. "Besides, at this point, we're more at risk if I have a tail than if I don't, no matter how much it pains me, so don't go trying that any time soon."

Thyathyrec thought of Yrakc's fall, and how he had gotten to touch her almost immediately, then recalled Yackryhfiec's comments about her recently healed bones. Then he recalled the length of time it took her to recover from the tranquiliser dart vs. when she had been sedated through direct injection. He supposed he had enough evidence already.

"Restoration, huh," he mused.

He glanced up at the sky—nearly midnight.

"Dark," Yrakc noted. "Speaking of restoration, we should get some rest soon."

Thyathyrec nodded, pulling off his shirt and stretching out his shoulders by the light of the ATV. It was still hot, even at night, and they had been out here for a long time now, for what Thyathyrec was used to. "There's a lake nearby. It would be a good place to get cleaned up and eat something."

Yrakc looked thoughtful, then seemed to laugh to herself.

"What?"

She shook her head. "Nothing, I was just thinking."

The lake felt good on Thyathyrec's face as he washed away the accumulated sweat. Not enough, though. Yrakc seemed to struggle on the verge of giggles as he stripped all the way to bathe fully. Though he had thought of her as a rather intelligent pet before today and didn't bat an eye at the idea of undressing before her, he suddenly felt quite uncomfortable with the scenario. "I'm serious, there's something you're not telling me. What is it?"

Yrakc smirked at him in a way that unsettled him somewhat. "I didn't have a chance to get a good look back in your room, but – yep! Just like I remembered... Well, except for not having a tail and all."

Thyathyrec stared at her in disbelief. "Oh, come on!" he whined, covering up in reflex. "Even an alien species has already seen me naked! What's this obscene fascination the universe has with my body?"

"I'm sorry!" she laughed, the biggest grin imaginable on her face. "It's just weird how similar you are. It's more proof this can't possibly be mere coincidence."

His embarrassment turned to shock. "Even the scars?"

She stopped laughing, becoming thoughtful as she examined him closely. "Except the ones on your neck and lip. Yes."

It was incredible how – contrived this was. "How can that be." He phrased it as a statement, trying to understand the overwhelming chances against the sequence of events that would lead to the current outcome. "The way I got these scars, the thick ones, came from a fight one night. It was a very long fight, with no rhyme or reason how I received each blow."

She nodded without hesitation. "His came over years of abuse from his guardian."

Thyathyrec looked downcast, ashamed of himself. "I – killed the one who did this to me."

"So did he, I think. It wasn't really proven, but they blamed him for it, and he never told me otherwise."

Who exactly was this other self?

Friday, November 17, 2023

Chapter 11

The weight of Thyathyrec's mission put an enormous amount of stress on his entire body. He refused to ride in the chair again, wanting to leave by his own power and build up the strength he needed to weather the coming ordeal. He knew it was pride speaking, but he just couldn't abide showing weakness at this stage in the game.

To her credit, Kyò remained silent on their transport ride back, having read the tone of Thyathyrec's body language as he stormed out of the còlithyizin's office. Not that he'd wanted to explain any of it to her; the less that anyone else otherwise uninvolved knew, the better.

Furthermore, he had to suspect the photos conspicuously left on Ahfiamiďiec's desk as obvious bait. The còlithyizin HAD to have realised Thyathyrec would see them, instantly memorise them, and surreptitiously decipher their meaning. Would he fall for it? Would his confusion make him seek out the source and do Ahfiamiďiec's work for him?

He closed his eyes as he disembarked the transport and returned to his normal duties, remembering the images: a cave somewhere within the colony's territory, with unknown lettering around and inside the opening. A temple, of sorts? He suspected it was on Mount Òriamfec, based on the terrain, but he didn't remember seeing that cave when he and Lyiyn had gone exploring. What he found the most suspicious of all, the lettering strongly resembled Yrakc's squiggle lettering in and on her craft, and in the journal.

Did he dare ask her about the squiggles? What would she think of it, especially about it being on this completely foreign planet? What did it mean that the same or similar letters appeared on two worlds that had never meant to interact, particularly TWO sets of letters? Was this Ahfiamiďiec's true intention, to have Thyathyrec grill Yrakc for a translation of the letters and discover their secrets?

If so, why the subterfuge? Why not come directly to him and ask? Wealth had decreasing meaning with the colony numbers so quickly declining, so if he had wanted to hoard any secret treasure, that seemed ridiculous. Also, an archaeological dig made more sense as a group, not as a rogue agent.

Perhaps their meeting had meant to involve the photos at some point, but Thyathyrec had thrown a fit and stormed out before they became topical. Should he go back and apologise? No, too late now, with what was at stake—survival, mental and emotional, outweighed mere curiosity.

"Watch it!"

As his mind wandered, Thyathyrec felt immediately incapacitated, covered in a cold, thick goo that dulled all of his senses. He toppled forward from the weight of the canister that fell and threatened to suffocate him if he didn't get it off in time. Thrashing to uncover himself, he choked on the harsh chemical smell as bystanders finally came to help him stand.

"What the hell hit me?" he screamed as he could breathe again, coughing up the toxic odors.

"Good night, Thya-ku," he heard Yďiny's voice remark. "You'd better wash off all that paint before it sets in." He tried to wipe the paint off his face, but she stopped him. "You'll get it in your eyes if you do that. Here." Yďiny took a large, dry cloth and cleaned off Thyathyrec's face before starting on the rest of his clothing.

"Goddamnit, I don't need this. I'm going to have—"

Thyathyrec paused. Depending on the colour, it might not be so bad; darker hair would be an interesting change of pace. He opened his eyes to take a look.

Navy blue.

"—blue hair?" he moaned. "Great..." At least his skin wouldn't stain easily, but who knew how long it would take to get it out of his hair?

Furious, he pushed anyone out of his way who tried to help him further and returned to his dorm to clean off, oblivious to the blue footprints and small circles he left behind even on his own carpet. For supposedly being such an important person that they kept him away from anything that he might hurt himself on, he still managed to regularly get pissed off by the other colonists' blunderings.

As he showered, Thyathyrec scrubbed for what felt like hours, trying to get every last bit of the tint off, all the time worrying about how he would look when he stepped out. He wondered if he ought to soak in some bleach as well, just to be sure. Would they let him have any?

"Thya-ku!" Kyò shouted, not so much knocking as slamming on the lavatory door. "How long will you be?"

He turned off the shower, grabbing a towel and hastily wrapping it around himself. Regardless of how many times she'd already seen him completely in the buff now, it made him self-conscious how she didn't give him a lick of privacy and tended to burst in on him at the worst times. "I'm done now, don't look," he called. He wouldn't have been surprised if she secretly wanted to look, as callous as she was about it now and again.

"Oh... dear," she muttered as he stepped out. "Look at your lovely hair! It'll take ages to get out."

Disappointed from her reaction, Thyathyrec hopped over to the mirror, eyes widening in astonishment to see a rainy blue mop on his head. Just how strong was that paint, anyway? Or was it that platinum blond took to dye more easily? Perhaps he had let it set for too long, in the half-hour or so it had taken to get back to his dorm.

"Ugh," he spat as mental images of bad music from the last decade came to mind. "I look like a punk rocker or something."

"Sit here," Kyò ordered. "I will get—"

"Forget it!" he shouted, changing his mind. Sitting and having Kyò fuss over him for hours was worse than being a little blue, literally. "I have more important things to do."

"Nonsense! I—"

"Aliac-cy, I just want to get dressed and go back to work! This isn't a big deal."

"Hmph!" Kyò made it clear that she didn't take well to not being wanted, especially after their heart-to-heart the other day. He didn't care anymore. It wasn't worth the good karma in letting her pamper him if it meant never getting a say in how he ran his life. If he spent all his time worrying about others more than himself, he would never have another day's rest, and surely his life had more meaning than as a big dress-up doll for the old woman.

After not-so-subtly pushing Kyò out the door, he put on the fresh uniform she had brought and straightened himself up, resigning himself to the notion that if the colonists had gotten used to him being scarred and limping, then they would get used to his blue hair as well. At least nobody questioned him as he hobbled his way back to Yrakc's room...

"Thu!"

Thyathyrec looked up, surprised to hear Yrakc's voice.

"Jyllųni jilųyųyn thujų!"

The look on her face baffled him, like she had never seen such a sight before. Of course she would notice it, but why such a pronounced reaction to his hair?

"Illndh?" he huffed, uncertain whether to be offended.

"What are you two talking about?" Zòlthen asked, briefly looking up from the extensive notes he had made from prior records. Then he realised with a start what they were talking about.

Thyathyrec rolled his eyes. "I had a run-in with the maintenance crew. One of the painters has impeccable timing and a terrific aim—only my dignity is injured."

As he glanced back at Yrakc, he then realised she was still staring, almost without blinking. It occurred to him that she hadn't once laughed. "Jyllų nųythijųdhzò thuď jilųyųyn lai ųyyi?" he asked.

She didn't answer right away, instead looking thoughtful. It wasn't the response he expected at all.

[What's the matter?]

[I...] Yrakc appeared to be at a complete loss for words. If eyes could twinkle, hers would have. Presently, she shook her head and struggled to return to reality. [It's embarrassing to say. I'm glad to see you today.]

[I'm glad to see you, too. Have you decided to cooperate today?]

The question seemed to snap her out of it. [Am I now just a sample to you, too?]

Thyathyrec shrugged. [I don't care whether you cooperate, but I still have to do my job. I need to do whatever I can do.]

[What you can do...] She looked away, like she struggled to hide something eating away inside of her.

"Yrakc?"

She turned abruptly, her back to the barrier. As she did, the screen collapsed, as though some unseen force had knocked it over. Thyathyrec jumped at the noise it made; the screen had appeared sturdy enough before, so why did it collapse now?

Yrakc's tail bristled in – excitement? Fear? When she looked back at him, her eyes seemed to genuinely sparkle.

[I can't believe it,] she whispered.

"What can't you believe?" he asked her natively, for Zòlthen's and Mylikò's benefit.

[You...] Yrakc started – squealing? She made a low sound, barely perceptible, that gave Thyathyrec the impression of barely concealed joy. [Maybe you're really...]

"Me?" he asked, bewildered.

[You can help me! I don't have to stay in this glass prison!]

Thyathyrec started at her words, worried she would give away his plan before he could even begin to prepare. "They are recording what we say, you know. Even if they don't understand everything immediately, they will eventually decipher your language." He had informed her before, but he said it natively this time to make it clear that he wasn't planning to do whatever Yrakc had in mind.

She seemed undeterred, throwing caution to the wind. [I realise now that I could have escaped at any time. I still can, but what's keeping me here is lack of somewhere to go. I didn't know before that this was an island far from any larger civilisation.]

He was surprised by her honesty. [Where would you have gone if you had landed on the mainland?]

[I don't know, but I certainly wouldn't have felt as though I had been backed into a corner when your people captured me.]

Thyathyrec felt curiously sympathetic to her sentiment, though he had to wonder what exactly she hinted at.

"What is she saying?" Mylikò asked impatiently.

No point in lying about it. "She says she realises now that she could have escaped at any time, and still can. What's stopping her is not knowing where else to go."

"What?" Mylikò looked astonished. "That's the strongest grade of polymer we have, and the walls are reinforced concrete and steel! How is an elderly thing like her going to escape?"

"She won't say specifically, just that she could." He wondered if it had to do with the fallen screen... Telekinesis? That alone wouldn't break the polymer barrier, though...

"Call the guards!"

Thyathyrec gave her a perplexed look. "Why?"

"If she's going to escape—"

"—she wouldn't have anywhere to go. I just told you that."

"But—"

"This is the best containment we have. If there's a weakness she can exploit, then we have no current way of knowing what it is until she demonstrates it, which she won't without reason. All this means is she's now staying here of her own volition, rather than as a prisoner."

The others didn't seem convinced.

"Look, if the walls won't hold her, the guards certainly can't stop her, can they? At best, they wouldn't be able to catch her. At worst, they would kill her in pursuit, and then we'd be out a live specimen. There's no point getting worked up over it. She's only saying that she no longer feels as trapped as she did before."

The two other scholars stared at him. "So what does this mean for our study?" Zòlthen asked.

"I'd like to say it means we may as well let her roam freely, but I know most of the colonists would object to that." To Yrakc: [I do want to help you, but my hands are tied as to how, besides that if I help you escape, it won't just be me receiving punishment.]

This seemed to cool Yrakc's head a bit. [I mean, I was just excited, I think. Of course I don't want to get you in trouble.]

He nodded. [Will you submit to the tests they want to perform?]

She nodded back. [Fine, if it helps you.]

[I'll make sure you aren't hurt at all.]

She looked – wistful? [You certainly did.]

Did? Thyathyrec wondered if she misspoke, but if she meant that he would, that also sounded strange.

"Alright, mates," Thyathyrec commanded, "Yrakc has agreed to the testing, so go ahead and do what you need to do."

"Progress!" Zòlthen cheered as he gathered some things together.

Mylikò walked to the barrier and held up a small sealed container to Yrakc. "Please pee in this," she said as she held the container below herself, gesturing downward from her crotch.

Yrakc suddenly blushed and glanced at the fallen screen. "Give me a moment," she said, returning to the screen and struggling to get it upright again as Mylikò placed the container in the hatch. After an uncomfortable amount of time, during which Thyathyrec had politely left the room, Yrakc returned, holding out a rather normal-looking sample.

Mylikò then brought out her prized cuffs as Zòlthen unlocked the barrier door. They restrained Yrakc before leading her to the recording station, to briefly allow her to sit while Zòlthen took several blood samples from her arm. These samples Mylikò placed on a tray to take to the labs for further study. Meanwhile, Zòlthen injected Yrakc with a tranquising agent, one that startled her upon entering her blood stream such that she visibly—violently—tensed up before she passed out.

As before when they had shot her at the crash site, Thyathyrec moved to help Yrakc, but Zòlthen waved him back. "It's fine, I have her."

"Is she having a reaction?"

"It's the same one they used for her capture. She should be fine."

He hoped so. He hated having so many things out of his hands! So much for unimpeded progress.

When Yrakc stabilised, Zòlthen lifted her up and laid her gently on a gurney, ready to take to the tomography room in sick bay. Thyathyrec struggled to keep up as they wheeled her along, not wanting to miss a moment, but he couldn't blame Zòlthen and the other scholars for having just as much excitement about their jobs as he did. So he had to expect his disappointment at watching Zòlthen and the gurney vanish into the distance as his left leg seared from the stress of exerting himself too much, too fast.

By the time Thyathyrec caught up with the others in the tomography room, the medics had already finished prepping and had gotten the imaging devices ready. He had to wonder how many tests they would run on her. Colonoscopy? Pap smear? He hoped they would at least let her be awake for THAT.

The x-rays went quickly, though the medics seemed immediately concerned, waving him over. "Thya-ku, take a look at this," Yackrahfiec directed, pointing to several places on her skeleton.

Thyathyrec had been all too familiar with fracture images from his own experiences, but Yrakc's had his full attention. She had a large number of tiny, nigh-undetectable hairline fractures that could barely be considered fractures at all. "What is this?" he asked, wondering if something there had escaped his understanding.

"It looks like she either has sustained light bone damage, or recently recovered from heavy damage. The density suggests the latter, although I wouldn't rule out osteoporosis."

Thyathyrec stared at the images, deep in thought. He HAD been surprised that she didn't break any bones from falling from the kehfyk tree, but perhaps she had? Small fractures?

"What do you recommend?"

"Well, normally, a calcium supplement, but of course, we don't know how she will react to it, or if her bones are even made of calcium. I can let you know once we get results back from her other tests."

"How many more?"

"I was thinking a biopsy of her major organs, just to get samples. While I would like to take advantage of her being sedated, we should spread these out over time, to avoid putting too much stress on her at once."

Thyathyrec nodded. "Yes, please keep her stressors to a minimum."

Yackrahfiec looked blankly at nothing for a moment. "I'd ask about the hair, but I heard the fuss earlier. Going to keep it?"

He groaned. "I don't want to talk about it."

Still, he wondered; it seemed to bring out some kind of – hope? – in Yrakc. Maybe it would suit them both to keep it. >>>

When Yrakc came to, Thyathyrec sat waiting patiently by his side of the barrier. It almost felt sad to rouse her, slumbering so peacefully, as though her problems would never exist as long as she slept.

[Good morning,] he greeted, though it was actually near supper time by then.

Yrakc rubbed her eyes, struggling to make sense of anything. She hadn't taken remotely this long to rouse the first time. Did the dart have less effectiveness on her?

[How are you feeling?] he asked, wondering if the sedation had impacted her cognition in any way.

"Ghhhh," she moaned, sticking out her tongue.

"Blep," he laughed.

"Hnnn?"

Thyathyrec shook his head with a little smile. [It's a joke. Don't worry about it too much. They've finished their first run of tests. Our Lead Medic recommended spacing them out to avoid putting too much strain on your body.]

[I miss you, Thyl...]

"Hmm?"

Yrakc reached toward the barrier but quickly collapsed, apparently too groggy to work her body properly.

"Thyl...?" Thyathyrec thought back to all the half-dialogues Yrakc had had with him, where she had lost her capacity to speak for what reason. It felt incomplete, like searching for the other half of a stray thought. He wondered if she was struggling with his name; the sedative must still have a hold on her.

He waited patiently for her to come back to her senses, thinking of what still remained that they could learn from her. Language: functional fluency. Biology: in progress. Technology: ...

They would have to thoroughly catalogue the craft. He knew some of the others had kept at it since first contact, but how much more could they find? It would help if Yrakc could supervise, to inform them of what did what. He wondered if they should attempt to move the lot after all—the commute back and forth to the site couldn't be fun.

While he waited, he checked the records. The scholars had emptied the craft of everything not nailed down and stored them accordingly into bins based on item type, with a photo of each bin labelled with a suggested purpose of each. He flipped through each item and noted, after completing the file, that they didn't seem to have located a "black box" type of item. Curious. Surely that would be a valuable item to have?

"Thya!"

He looked up in surprise and pleasure to see his friend standing at the door, in full uniform and at attention.

"Er, L.S. Òlacdhić-can!" Lyiyn corrected, stiffly, as he saluted.

Thyathyrec raised an eyebrow but played along, struggling to get to his feet as he paused the recording—possible classified information and all. Even IЪel should understand that. "Rapdhanyndh Janaler Cylèythi-su," he greeted, saluting in return. "What brings you here?"

"Reporting an update on the defence of the craft landing site, sir! The troops have captured a spy from the adjoining province who may have stolen intelligence regarding the craft. Interrogation of the spy is currently in progress in the brig. The crash site is secure for now, but we recommend moving the craft to a more secure facility ASAP."

So Ahfiamiďiec hadn't lied. At least now he had external support for the relocation of the craft. "Why didn't you report to me sooner?"

"Orders, sir! We had previously shared our intelligence with Acting L.S. Paiaďyn-can and were informed that this was sufficient."

Of course. "Just so you're aware, rapdhanyndh janaler, I haven't assigned 'Paiaďyn-can' any such title. If anything, he has claimed the title on his own. Is there anything else you've been keeping from me?"

Lyiyn furrowed his brow, clearly dismayed by his own behaviour as he broke form. "You know I don't mean to hurt you, Thya. It just never seemed important enough before now to mention it to you after hours. I'm telling you this time because Còlithyizin Ahfiamiďiec-xu had specifically ordered it, due to the urgency."

"Because he's flexing his muscles to show me just how to exercise authority," Thyathyrec mumbled. If Lyiyn heard the remark and had any suspicions about Thyathyrec's statement, he didn't let on. "And is there any intelligence on the casualties from the other province's attacks?"

His friend blinked in surprise. "The affected solders were in the last report to IЪe-ku, as were the specs on their deployment and assignments. He hasn't told you?"

"Of course not. The fool wants to prove his worth to the colony by cancelling out MY contributions, even though I don't care about my value to the colony." Thyathyrec threw his head back in frustration. "Honestly, it feels like this turf battle could be so easily solved, but it involves us showing our bellies to the people who were *here first.* Ahfiamiďiec thinks that would be a futile effort, because they're so anti-military as to prefer us dead to submissive, but I don't think he's thinking far enough ahead."

"Can't say I have a real opinion either way. Sure, I'd like to stop fighting, but I don't want to give in when we're being ATTACKED. Also—soldier." Lyiyn made a double-thumbs-up toward himself.

"I'm not trying to solve the war at this point," Thyathyrec said with a scowl. "That's bigger than what one person—or even two—can do as free agents. My prerogative is to take action on what's possible within my sphere of influence."

"You're the boss – unless the janaler or còlithyizin says otherwise."

Thyathyrec pondered for a moment, weighing his options. "I may have a new task for you, soldier," he continued, putting up the façade again. "Run this by the janaler for her opinion. Morale is low in the colony, and we need to bring it up if we are to survive as a people."

"With all due respect, sir, defence takes precedence over morale. We can't have high morale with dead, injured, or stolen resources."

"We'll begin excavation of the craft, but in the meantime, we'll need a military deployment to strengthen the border if we are to maintain the integrity of the colony. I realise our numbers are low, but if we cycle groups out in shorter shifts, this can help cover the gaps in personnel somewhat. Possibly reconsider the locations of the outposts, since it would be better to tightly defend a smaller area than have weak defence for the entire territory. Most of the border regions have fallen into disuse from lack of staffing, anyway; we can afford to lose them if it means protecting our vital systems.

"We should also strongly encourage fraternisation after hours... Maybe not direct reports or anything, but – say – one soldier to one scholar, or tech, or educator, for instance. Talk to admin about giving bonuses for families. This should all bring up morale in the process, yes?"

"Yes, sir!"

Thyathyrec paused, exhaling deeply. "Isn't this weird for you, too?" he suddenly blurted, feeling at the end of his wits. "Why all the 'yes sir, no sir' kerfluffle? I didn't expect adulting to feel so – WEIRD."

Lyiyn stifled a smile. "Duty, sir. Also, may I compliment the new hair, sir!"

"Ugh. Please don't."

"Noted, sir!"

"Anything else to report?"

"No, sir!"

Thyathyrec gave a dry smirk. "Well, it may rain later. Keep your head dry, soldier."

Nodding, Lyiyn gave another stiff salute before marching off. He didn't let on at having received the "code." All Thyathyrec needed to do was drop off his list for Lyiyn to find later.

Thursday, November 16, 2023

Chapter 10

Kyò banged on his bedroom door as per usual. "Thya-ku," she cried, sounding as urgent as she had on the day of the klaxons. "Important meeting with Ahfiamiďiec-xu!"

Thyathyrec jolted awake, his entire body tensing in excitement. The moment he had long awaited for most of three and a half years had finally arrived. "I'm awake!" he cried, hobbling to the lavatory and hurrying to get ready. As much as he had primped himself just for Yrakc, he went into overdrive for their còlithyizin.

"Hurry, hurry!" Kyò hustled him, fixing his uniform as Thyathyrec fumbled with straightening out his hair for the seventeenth time. "You are due as soon as possible!"

After grooming, Thyathyrec obediently got into the chair and let Kyò push him to the awaiting transport to take him to the central campus, where their meeting would take place. He felt like he was balancing on his last nerve, worrying far too much about whether he had put on enough deodorant or if his scars were too visible. Logically, those things shouldn't matter to a billionth of the degree that his job performance would, but he found himself fretting all the same.

"Welcome to Central, L.S. Òlacdhić-can," greeted one of the guards as they arrived. "The còliythizin is in his chambers."

"Thank you, Ųaithić-cy," Thyathyrec replied with a small nod as he proceeded inside with Kyò's assistance.

The last time he had paid a visit to the colony's central command, the palace—as a better descriptor didn't exist—felt massive and extravagant. The extravagance hadn't changed much in three and a half years, but he noticed minor things: the drapery had a layer of dust, some of the display tables had nicks, the carpet had significant wear. Still, what could anyone expect after so much time isolated from the rest of the world?

Thyathyrec's heart threatened to pound out of his chest. He told himself not to worry; what was the worst the còlithyizin could do to him? Unfortunately, he knew what: take away Yrakc. Sweating as they reached the còlithyizin's office, Thyathyrec quickly mopped his brow, stood, and bowed quietly to Kyò before entering.

"Ah, Young Òlacdhić-can," Ahfiamiďiec greeted, standing from his desk. "It's been a while since we last spoke."

"Good morning, Còlithyizin Ahfiamiďiec-xu." Thyathyrec bowed in deference to his elder with a practiced motion. "What is it you wished to see me about?"

Ahfiamiďiec bobbed his head in a casual sort of affirmation. "Just a long overdue check-in, mostly. How is your team holding up?"

The open-ended question... Thyathyrec cursed, not knowing what sort of response best suited the situation. "Good, all things considered. I've been informed that you have been introduced to a live alien creature that we discovered and captured from one week ago."

"Yes, I have heard through Young Paiaďyn-can of your progress. He has been providing regular reports of how much of her language you have deciphered, what tests have been run on her, and how much of her craft has been examined."

Thyathyrec balked. He hadn't expected IЪel to do THIS much of his job for him! "With all due respect, sire, why have you not come to me first for updates, as Paiaďyn-can's superior?"

Ahfiamiďiec smiled as though a grandfather giving his grandchild a talk about something outside his understanding. He turned to look out the window in what Thyathyrec supposed was a power move. "I do want you to serve your post as Lead Scientist, Young Òlacdhić-can. However, I'm quite aware of your disabilities and how they must hinder you in monitoring such a large team, even if the team is smaller than in past years. It is fine to have an intermediary for the grunt work of your position."

He stood silent for a moment, not sure what Ahfiamiďiec was suggesting. "Then what even is my purpose, if I am Lead in name only?"

"I left that up to you, for my own reasons. You could build your own hierarchy of command, and after delegation, you could work on your own projects at your leisure."

Something like what he already did, except for the assigned hierarchy. "Why didn't you tell me I could assign IЪel as Assistant Lead?" Thyathyrec felt his deference slipping away but stopped caring.

"You didn't?"

"I haven't had any guidance since being assigned the position! I don't know what authority I have, and IЪel knows that. He acts like HE'S the Lead instead of me, and even bosses ME around!"

"Do you not know how to exercise your authority?"

Thyathyrec balked. Another test, it seemed, showing how well he could do his job. "In all fairness, sire, no. Half the team respects my title, but the other half know IЪel is Acting Lead. When I contest this, IЪel only backs down if I argue him into a corner. It's demotivating for the entire team to witness such a display."

Ahfiamiďiec nodded as though having expected exactly that, crossing his arms and smiling. "Then he has remarkable initiative. He will suit the Lead Scientist position nicely once you are gone."

"Sire—" Thyathyrec stammered, feeling his heart suddenly sink into his stomach. "You know...? What do you mean by that?"

Here, Ahfiamiďiec raised his eyebrows. "You were infected by the Dhyròc boy, were you not? Your immune system will give out one of these days, and you'll die from even a light cold."

"YOU KNEW THAT, AND STILL FOISTED THIS JOB ON ME?!" Thyathyrec threw deference completely out the window. "Do you have any idea what I've been through??"

"I have been monitoring you through Aliac-cy and other sources, and you do seem to be doing better now, with the alien to study. I imagine you'll get as much out of the alien as you can before you expire, for which we will be highly grateful and enact a memorial for you. Once you have utilised your potential to its maximum, Young Paiaďyn-can can step in to take over, although he won't be quite as efficient in gaining data as you have proven to be."

He felt... Thyathyrec didn't know exactly how he felt. Was Yrakc somehow an elaborate psychological test to get him to break? For what purpose? "What is this about, really?"

"What do you mean, REALLY?" Ahfiamiďiec slowly paced about the room. "Exactly as I said: I gave you the authority to do whatever you want, and you can delegate your team to do everything you don't want, for the rest of your short—but hopefully not TOO much shorter—life. You're our ace, as it were, and I would like you to make the most of the time you have. If you want to study the alien, which you seem to do, then by all means do so. I will even inform Young Paiaďyn-can to cease obstructing your progress."

"He won't stop," Thyathyrec spat. "He wants my job too much to let me keep the title."

"No, he wants MY job."

THAT made Thyathyrec stop short. "You – know this?"

"'Lead Scientist'? What is that to an ambitious young man like Young Paiaďyn-can? He's working his way up the chain, just like I did back in the day. Let him prove his worth, then when my time is up, he can show the colony his value, and they will unanimously elect him. Maybe, unless someone like your friend Cylèythi-su attempts to win over the military to secure their vote."

Thyathyrec couldn't believe it. They were all being played with like tin soldiers! "This is how you govern? By making us fight?"

"I don't mean for you to literally fight, no, but a healthy amount of competition is good for—"

He stabbed the floor with his staff in protest. "Well, here's what IЪel clearly hasn't reported to you: Morale is WAY down. The colony has stopped having children, COMPLETELY. Everyone feels like we're just spinning our wheels until something breaks up the monotony, and even studying 'the alien' has become humdrum since we discovered the upper limit of what she can offer us. We want GUIDANCE, and you have given us NONE."

"Well, making more children is on your lot. I've had nothing to do with that—"

"The reason there haven't been any children since Thiren Òryųrian-ku is we all miss our parents and have been hanging onto the hope that they will return. We want them to be there for our commitment ceremonies, to give us advice, to BE THERE to see OUR children arrive and grow up. *You've* been so wrapped up in exercising your tyranny over us that you've lost sight of what makes us human that you cut us off from the lifeblood of our society—our families."

"I didn't mean..." For the first time in as far as Thyathyrec could remember, Ahfiamiďiec stammered, sounding more like a doddering old fool than a leader. "'Tyranny' wasn't my goal, Young Òlacdhić-can."

"It's what happened, regardless of what you meant. What was the benefit of sending ALL of our parents away? NO ONE came back from the first mission—or the second—but then YOU figured that no one would question it if the third and final mission finally rid the colony of the last threats to your leadership!"

This finally seemed to goad a reaction out of Ahfiamiďiec. "I have done no such thing! The intelligence supports our findings that the third mission should have gone off without a hitch! All your parents are alive on the other side—"

"But what good is that to us? We are drowning over here, and you sent away our lifeboats!"

The còlithyizin straightened his back, hands resting on the chair in front of him. "I suppose you don't realise you are already IN a lifeboat, as you say?"

"Oh? How so?" Thyathyrec would have radiated pure skepticism if he could have.

"While you had been twiddling your thumbs wondering what to do before the alien showed up, *I* have been redirecting key forces to ensure the adjoining precinct attempting to steal our dwindling resources is kept at bay, so your team is free to study the first known alien life to arrive on Elď. I suppose you would've known that if you had spoken with Young Cylèythi-su, but the two of you are on the outs, are you?"

Lyiyn... The soldiers had been fighting THIS hard, and no one told him about it?

And, actually... "Why ARE we at war with the adjoining province, anyway? All of us on the island are under threat of the same problems of isolation from the mainland!"

"They are raiding our facilities for resources."

"And? It seems like we have a win-win situation here if we all just cooperate! They get food and shelter, and we get extra people to maintain the facilities!"

"Might I remind you that this is a SECURE facility?" Ahfiamiďiec didn't ask him so much as scold. "We may yet restore connection with the mainland, so any actions we take now will be held against us later. Even Janaler Òryųrian-dhyi only holds her rank temporarily pending the return of the actual janaler, let alone your friend the rapdhanyndh janaler. What will happen when one of the outsiders you would admit runs off with top secret documents or materials, or sabotages the colony from the inside? We do not have clearance to accept just any old riffraff, just because we're trapped with them on the island."

Thyathyrec raised an eyebrow. "Just like the riffraff *born into* the SECURE facility?"

"Are you really telling me that you renounce your citizenship, on the basis of you didn't have a choice in the matter of being here?"

"I'm telling you that this 'war' wouldn't exist if we shared. Thieves tend to steal because otherwise they'll starve. A fed person isn't as inclined to go through the effort to take our bread."

"Are you not aware of the injuries that Thyiònyicec-cy sustained when he was simply minding his own business, working in the fields? The thieves could have easily made off with part of the harvest undetected, but they CHOSE to injure our own. Similarly, several of our outposts have been burned to the ground WITH their occupants, all of whom are laid up in sick bay in critical condition. I find it hard to believe we could simply raise a white flag and become best friends with these vigilantes."

Thyathyrec's eyes became huge. He hadn't heard about their people being hurt. At the same time, he knew there HAD to be an amiable solution, if only he had the complete facts. "How am I supposed to know without communications from the other teams?" he mumbled, feeling deflated.

"This is another way Young Paiaďyn-can has been proactive; he and the other teams are in regular communication."

No wonder IЪel had held him in such contempt! Thyathyrec would have done the same in exactly the reverse positions. No, Thyathyrec would have rubbed it in IЪel's stupid face, how much responsibility he had been neglecting. Once again, he despised the situation he found himself in.

"It doesn't change the fact that this would be a lot easier without the 3G mission," Thyathyrec complained.

"Well, there's nothing to be done about THAT except wait for them to return, is there."

The two men—young and old—stared each other down for a tense moment that felt like years. Finally, Thyathyrec turned to leave. "If there's nothing else, SIRE, I will return to doing *whatever I damn well want.*"

Ahfiamiďiec had a hint of contempt in his gaze. "When you do, Young Òlacdhić-can, please keep in mind the consequences of that."

Thyathyrec paused. "What sort of 'consequences' would those be."

"I may not be able to touch you once you die, but I can definitely exercise my so-called 'tyranny' over the ones you leave behind, should you decide to step out of line. Your ex, the lovely Ųakydha-sy? The alien? I can have them both relocated to the darkest corners I can find, regardless of what they contribute to the colony. I suppose it will be all the same to you once you're gone, but it doesn't hurt to know ahead of time... or does it?"

Thyathyrec's blood boiled. IЪel had been right—this government was completely corrupt, with no recourse. Now he had to save more than just Yrakc.

Sphere of Influence: Introduction

Welcome to NaNoWriMo 2023! This year I admittedly cheated and edited a past failed Nano project to take advantage of the public eye on my p...